I will tell you the truth. ok Sheepers? I was reading a hunhan fic~~!! I'm obsessed with boyxboy fics now. ;~~; what's wrong with me?! ;~; First, KrisHan and now Hunhan? like seriously? Sherry, come on~ I know you're better than this. 

I just can't. this obsession is too hard to get out. Why am I involving myself in this shipping and OTPs thingy at first? ;~; I can't get out from it. I can't find a way out. It's just soo hard. I tell you what, It's really really hard. What must I do to get out from this? No- No one can help me. I mean it NO ONE. I hate myself for being weak over some small things. I hate myself for involving myself in this shipping and OTPs thing. Oh how, I missed my life before this shipping and OTPs thingy come into my life and ruined it.

OTPs~!!!!!!! Give me my life back~~~ (which is I know, I'll never get it back) No~!!!!!!! forever hating myself for being weak. ;~;